Page 10 of Cross Check
The puck dropped. I settled into my rhythm. Shots came, I tracked them, saves happened, I reset. The familiar geometry of angles and positioning, the explosive lateral movement that my hip complained about and my training overrode. Columbus was mid-tier, the kind of opponent that could hurt you if you lost focus but couldn't beat you if you didn't.
Varis played well. In the first period, he carried the puck through the neutral zone with a burst of speed that caught the Columbus defense flat-footed. He drew both defensemen toward him, they had to, he was moving too fast to ignore, and threaded a backhand pass through traffic to Theo at the far post. The pass required seeing the lane before it opened. Anticipating where Theo would be, not where he was. Theo tapped it in. The arena erupted.
The celebration swallowed Theo, fist bumps, helmet taps, the usual pile-up of bodies at the boards. Varis skated to the edge of it and raised his glove. A nod. That was all. The guys on the bench tapped their sticks against the boards, the reflexive, impersonal acknowledgment of a good play by a player they hadn't decided to trust yet.
In the second period, Columbus pushed back. They generated a two-on-one rush, their winger carrying the puck wide while their center streaked through the neutral zone with only Bishop between him and me. Standard defensive play—Bishop engages the carrier, I take the pass.
Varis read it first. He backchecked from the far side of the ice, his stride eating up the distance, and reached the passing lane a half-second before the puck arrived. His stick deflected the pass harmlessly into the corner. The rush died before it became a shot.
From my crease, sixty feet away, I exhaled. He'd killed a scoring chance I might not have stopped. And he'd done it by seeing the play before it developed and outworking every other player on the ice to get there.
Between periods, I stopped in the training room for ice on my hip and found Declan working on Bishop in the corner station. Declan had his hands on Bishop's rotator cuff, fingers pressing into the tissue with a focused, deliberate pressure. He was explaining something about scapular mobility and thoracic extension, his voice low and patient, the tone you'd use with a horse you didn't want to spook.
Bishop looked like he wanted to be somewhere else. Not in pain. I knew what Bishop looked like in pain, and this wasn't it. It was something else. An awareness that seemed disproportionate to a routine therapy session. He kept adjusting his arm before Declan asked him to. Shifting his weight on the table. His attention, which was normally singular and absolute—the same locked-in focus that made him one of the most punishing defensemen in the league—was scattered. Diffuse. Landing on the ceiling, the far wall, the door. Everywhere except on the hands working his shoulder.
"You're holding tension in your trap," Declan said. "Breathe."
"I am breathing."
"You're holding your breath and calling it breathing. There's a difference."
Bishop exhaled through his nose. Loud. Annoyed. Declan's hands didn't move, firm on Bishop's shoulder, patient and immovable.
I grabbed my ice pack and left. Whatever was happening in that corner was none of my business, and I had a game to finish.
The third period was where Bishop made his statement.
It happened during a line change, the chaotic thirty-second window when players scramble over the boards and the ice is briefly a mess of overlapping shifts. Varis was coming off. Bishop was going on. Their paths crossed at the bench.
Bishop drove his shoulder into Varis's chest as they passed. Not a hit in the hockey sense, there was no puck, no play to justify it. Just a shoulder planted with precision and force into a man's sternum, hard enough to knock him back against the boards.
The bench saw it. Everyone saw it.
Varis caught himself with one hand on the boards. He straightened slowly, not injured, just making a decision. He looked at Bishop. Bishop looked back. The moment stretched into three seconds, four, five, an eternity on a hockey bench, and the silence was absolute. Twenty men holding their breath, waiting to see what the new guy would do.
Varis didn't swing. Didn't shout. Didn't fold. He held Bishop's stare for the full count, his expression a locked room, and then he stepped over the boards for his next shift and played the final six minutes of the game like nothing had happened.
We won 3-1. The locker room was loud with the usual post-win noise, tired men who'd done their jobs and wanted credit for it. Varis dressed quickly and waited by the door while I finished my cool-down.
The drive home was quiet. Neither of us spoke until we were inside the apartment.
"Bishop's testing you," I said.
Varis hung his jacket in the front closet with the careful precision he applied to everything, the hanger centered, the jacket straight, the closet door closed completely. "I know."
"He does it with everyone new. He pushed Theo the same way during his rookie year. It's not—" I stopped myself from sayingpersonal.It was personal. Bishop didn't like Varis. The investigation was enough reason, and the disruption to team chemistry was another. "He'll back off when you've earned it."
"And if I don't earn it?"
"Then he won't."
Varis considered this. His dark eyes held mine for a beat that lasted one second past casual, and I saw something in them that surprised me—not anger, not resentment, but a quiet, tired gratitude. As if the simple act of being told the rules, of having someone explain the game rather than just expecting him to lose it, was a kindness rare enough to notice.
"Thanks for telling me," he said.
He went to his room and closed the door. I heard the soft sounds of his nighttime ritual, the blanket being arranged on the floor, the settling weight, the deliberate quiet of a man who'd learned to take up as little space as possible.
I stood in the kitchen with my cold mug of tea and thought about the way he'd saidthanks.Not sarcastic. Not defeated. Just honest.
