Her hand slid down my chest and stopped at the waistband of my pants. My damn brain froze. I pulled my fingers out of her, ignoring her whimpered protests, and closed my hand around her wrist to stop her.
“No.”
Her wide eyes met mine and her lips parted. “N-no?”
“Shit,” I groaned.
Icould notdo this. She deserved better than me as the lead of our family. She deserved Bealor, who had wanted this his whole life. Not me. Not the one even the other dark Gemins were wary of. Maybe it was not too late. She was human, after all. Unfamiliar with our way, with ourdynamics. Baelor could step in, he could—
“You…you don’t want me?”
I stared at her eyes.Pain. The wing I covered her with shuddered as I closed it tighter around her still shaking body.
There were so many things I wanted to tell her. The most important was that, yes, I wanted her more than I ever wanted anything in my life.
Ipressed her hand over my too-fast heart. “Yes, I want you,” I said, grabbing her chin with my fingers.
“If you’re worried thatIdon’t want you—I do. I’m not scared. I’m not—I agreed to come here! I didn’t know there would be two of you, but it doesn’t change anything!” She pulled on her hand and lifted it to cup the side of my face. “I—shit, I’ve been through hell to get here! To get to you. I know I don’t understand you, and it doesn’t matter right now!I want you.” She paused again, searching my eyes. “I-I don’t know if there’s aruleor something that says you’re not supposed to fuck your future wife on the first day, buttrustme, your future wife really wants you to fuck her right now!”
My mouth was too dry. My heart was beating too fast.My cock too damn hard.
“So, unless you’re holding back becauseyoudon’t want to, please don’t…I-I know it’s fast. I know it might be weird but…Iwant you. I don’t regret coming here. I’m not disappointed or—”
“Fuck it.”
I crashed my lips against Wendy’s again and rolled her on her back to settle between her legs. She clung to me like she was scared to let go. There was no way she did not notice the way my cock kept twitching in my pants. The way it had been hard since the moment I carried her to our bed.
She wrapped her legs around my waist, answering my hungry kisses with soft moans and whispered pleas, not wasting any time to pull down my pants.
I stilled, letting my head rest in the crook of her neck for a minute, catching my breath. Hoping my mind would stop spiraling. Was I really going to do this?“You are the lead. Accept it, and learn to act like it,”Baelor’s voice echoed in my head.She wants it. She wants me, I repeated to myself.
Her small hand found the back of my head, fingers sliding softly between the strands of my long hair. “Are you okay?” she asked when our gaze met.
I smiled, leaning my forehead against hers and lining myself up to push inside her slowly. “Yes.”
Wendy’s eyes widened at the intrusion, her mouth falling open in a gasp. It was a good thing she was soaking wet, and I hoped she would be as aroused when Baelor would join, otherwise she would be too tight to take us both.
Her eyes did not stray away as I bottomed out with a groan, stopping to let her—andfuck, myself—adjust to the feeling.
Even though I knew coming inside of her alone would not get her pregnant, I was eager for my cum to fill her. For it to drip down her thigh if she stood up. For people to know that she was mine.
Even when I started thrusting into her, she never looked away, keeping her dark, hazy eyes on mine.
“You take me so well,” I whispered as I increased my pace. “Such a good and beautiful female…”
“Nitochi—” She gasped as fucked her harder. How I wished she understood. That she knew how perfectshe looked, begging me with her eyes. “Yes—please, yes…”
Wendy’s eyes rolled to the back of her head and she clenched around me in a silent cry. I cursed, feeling the thin tail usually circling the crown of my cock, desperately trying to hook itself around Baelor’s.
If she was any other woman, now would have been the time to pull out.
But she was not.
She wasmine.
So, with one last push, I buried myself as deep as I could and filled her with my cum, feeling my cock throb inside her tight channel.
“Oh my god,” she panted, her chest rising and falling rapidly.