But they were the first that ate me right to the core. My heart seized.
I dropped the whip, and it fell, unheeded, to the floor. With deliberation, I moved to him. Gently I cupped his cheek.
He stirred, but he didn’t open his eyes. Whether because he was embarrassed or for some other reason, I couldn’t be certain.
With exquisite gentleness, I pressed my lips to the tear.
Another fell.
Then another.
I kissed them all. I ran my hands up and down his arms—offering whatever comfort I could.
He sniffed. He held in the sobs—even as he shook with them.
We hadn’t negotiated catharsis—a scene where we deliberately set out to enable a breakdown. Where it was both initiated and welcomed. I’d done those scenes. They were incredibly powerful for everyone involved. And I usually onlydid them with a third party in the room. Someone to comfort the submissive if they couldn’t accept the care from me.
But this?
Unexpected.
But I could work with it.
Ihadto work with it.
He sniffed again and slowly opened his eyes. “I’m sorry.”
“For what?”
“For all of it. I didn’t?—”
I pressed a kiss to his lips. Yes, I would let him speak but, in this moment, he needed the reassurance that nothing was amiss. This was normal. I didn’t think less of him.
His insistent cock bobbed between the two of us. I would’ve expected it to go flaccid, but it hadn’t.
I pulled back and met his gaze. “May I give you a blowjob? You’re free to say?—”
“Yes.” His pupils were blown and huge in the low light of the gray day, but the beautiful brown iris was still visible.
I held my gaze to his.
“One hundred percent, Devon. Hell, maybe a thousand. Please—” His breath hitched. He reached down to grasp the base of his cock. “I want to come in your mouth, Sir.”
“Then you shall.”
CHAPTER 23
JACK
How I didn’t come the moment Devon’s lips brushed my dick, I’d never know.
How I lasted even beyond that… fuck.
Sitting back on the couch, gazing down at him through eyes that didn’t quite remember how to focus, I was absolutely flying. Pain lit up all over my skin. That toy still vibrated mercilessly in my ass. My earlier need to get hard had nothing on my current need to get off.
And the most talented mouth was absolutely going to town on every inch of my cock and balls.
But still… somehow… I managed not to come.