I had a life before. A name. A family. I've never really come to terms with what happened.
I pushed my old identity out of my mind and pretended it never existed. It's harder to do that now. I look too much like my mom.
Me
Do you want to look like her?
Rae
Not sure
She wasn't perfect, but she loved me, and she did her best
She died trying to get me out of the cellar, so maybe I do want to look like her. If I was going to sacrifice myself, doing it to protect my kid from my crazed mate would be the way to go
Me
I would never let myself get to that point
My family wouldn't, either
Rae
I know
Other than the gray hair, I look just like her. As it grows in dark, the resemblance will grow. I think I want that resemblance.
Me
If it would help, you could dye it
Rae
I guess
Idk
There's more to figure out than just the hair
Me
Like what?
Rae
My parents were a big part of the group that overthrew Grayson's family. I never told him. I thought he'd kill me for it at first. Then I was scared that I'd lose him and really be alone, after I realized he wouldn't kill me.
Me
Ah
Rae
Yeah
I'm not sure what to do
Me