Page 128 of Pretty Little Shadow
Wet-Pillowcase:
It changed everything for us. I miss how things used to be.
UncertainlySad:
0/10 do not recommend
Horny-Trouble:
Rough for us at first, but it can be fucking hot to watch your mate with someone else, we both like it now
I read more.
And more.
And fucking more.
My eyes felt like they were going to start bleeding when I finally threw my phone across the room and dragged Rae closer.
I knew it worked for some people, but I didn't fucking want it. Not for myself. Not forus. I didn't think I had it in me to share my soulmate.
We were finally finding a stride and figuring things out. I'd thought the sex was good. Great. Fuckingspectacular.
Maybe I was reading her wrong.
I tried to sleep, but couldn't.
Ended up easing away from Rae an hour later, shoving my feet in my shoes, grabbing my phone off the floor, and jogging out my car.
After a fucking long midnight drive,I knocked loudly on Grayson and Merrily's apartment door before using my magic to melt the lock and doorknob until it was broken enough to shove my way through it.
Grayson was on his feet in the kitchen, his shadows gathered around his fists and his eyes narrowed at the door when I stepped through.
We made awkward eye contact for a solid twenty seconds before he sighed and rubbed his eyes. "What do you want? It's the middle of the night."
"I need to talk to Mer."
"Can fae royals do nothing on their own?" he grumbled.
"Not really." I strode toward the bedroom.
"On the couch." Grayson pointed at it. "You're not climbing in bed alone with my female. Rae would kill you for it if I didn't."
I stopped, even though my mate was apparently a lot less possessive than I'd imagined.
Unless she thought I was going to let someone touch her without letting anyone else touchme. Which... was probably what I'd said in my fucking texts.
And how the situation would go down, if we did go to a sex club.
Goddamn it.
I dropped onto their couch.
"I'll try not to listen in while I attempt to fix my fucking door," Grayson drawled.
Merrily came padding out of their room with a blanket and Grayson's shadows wrapped around her a few minutes later. She yawned widely, but sat down on the other side of the couch and tilted her head heavily against the cushions. "What happened, Dare?"
"I fucked up."
