Page 127 of Pretty Little Shadow
"Maybe."
My fists caught fire.
Rae glanced up at the flames while I held my hands away from the steering wheel so I didn't melt the damn thing. "The idea makes you that hot?"
I managed to choke out an agreement.
She looked back at her rice.
"Tomorrow?" I gritted out. "So I have time to cool off?"
"Sure. Can we go to the club with the mated vampires?"
So she could realize what she was missing?
The fire spread up my arms, but I managed to agree to that.
Rae ended up driving home, looking seriously amused.
Did she really think I was looking forward to letting someone else touch her?
I was fucked.
When we madeit back to our place, she dragged me into the shower, and I lost myself in her body until my flames finally went out.
She was mine.
There was no changing that.
I still ended up grabbing my phone and looking up that stupid forum website that Rae was obsessed with, after she'd fallen asleep in my arms.
I searched:
What is it like to share your mate with someone else physically?
The post it pulled up was called:
My experience with a mate bond and swinging.
When I opened it, I wanted to fucking puke.
Sharing-Is-Not-Caring:
My mate and I had been together for a few months before we realized we wanted to experiment. I suggested visiting a sex club together. She was loudly against it at first, but things were falling apart, so she eventually agreed. It caused us both pain through the mate bond for a while, but she's managed to get over that, and is now living with the guy we swung with.
I'm trying to come to terms with this massive change, and still feeling pain every time he touches her. So take this as a warning, I guess. And offer advice if you have any. What was swinging with a mate bond like for you?
RedCheeks:
Hell. Just hell. We figured out other ways to spice things up.
VerifiablyInsane101:
I'm sorry you had this experience! We actually both love it. WAY happier together in every way now that we have more variety in our life.
MiseryNeedsCompany:
Wrecked my life too.
