Page 32 of Horns & Heart
“Really any cock,” I said, turning millet bean red.
“Ah.You want many lovers after all.”
“No!Darn it.My point here is, I like receiving.Well, I think I do.And maybe I would like to try it with you?I definitely want to try it with you.But I never have, and?—”
He kissed me on the mouth, effectively shutting me up.When I was moaning against his lips, he pulled back.
“You’re scared?About being opened up?”
For the sake of fudge, did he have to say it like that?If those millet beans were crimson, they weren’t red enough to compare to my shade of embarrassment right then.I felt my Adam’s apple bob, and all I could do was nod.
Inkiri acknowledged that with a low click.“I know to be gentle when opening a partner up, sweet thing.You don’t have to be worried.Pleasure will outweigh the discomfort of newness, if bagua and humans are anything alike at all.”
I nodded and cleared my throat.“We…uh.We’re agreed.I mean, on where it goes?”
He tilted his head back and forth.“You mean, where inside you I put my cock?”I splashed and yelped when he reached between my legs.“I’ll put it right here.”He located my hole on the first try, circling it with a finger.
I nodded.“Yeah.Yes, there.”
He smiled at me, and instead of taking his hand away, he continued to circle that spot between my cheeks.“I’m happy.I was scared my lack of boobs would leave you wanting.”
I didn’t know if this was the most embarrassing bathroom sex anyone had ever set out to have, but it had to be up there.Like, in the top five.At a minimum.And the embarrassment was completely of my own making, so I only had myself to blame.
I raised my chin and faced him.“For your information, I’m gay.Very gay.I took theater even though I suck at it, badly, but I was good at painting the background.Whatever.I just said the thing about the boobs because I didn’t—I mean.I thought you would ravish me.Uh.No, I mean.Like, I was maybe a little afraid of you?So I lied.I think maybe I like the ravishing.Consensual ravishing, you know?Just in case you ever want to.Ravish me.Consensually.”
Way to go, Rory.Way.To.Go.
Inkiri clicked, undeterred by my awkwardness.“I’ll do whatever you want me to do to you, sweet thing.Nothing you don’t want.But you need to relax, hmm?You can’t take a cock if you aren’t relaxed.”That made me anything but relaxed.Hard, it made me hard.And Inkiri, with his hand still between my legs, noticed.“Very nice, sweet thing, but I need you to move.”
“O-okay?”I let him guide me until I was facing him, my knees on either side of his hips, my hands on his shoulders.
“Good.”
Like this, I was all open to him, and he started taking advantage of that right away by running his hands up and down my back, then settling them on my butt cheeks.He squeezed and kneaded, and all through it, he watched my face.
“You…are you sure you’ve never done this?With a human?”
“I don’t think I’d have forgotten.You’re incredibly soft.”He reached between us, toward his own cock, which was substantial.More substantial now that he was getting hard as well.Even though the water covered it, Inkiri’s hand came away slick, and he used his own slickness on me.“It’s odd you lack this,” he said as he spread his own lubricant around my hole.
“Sorry.”
I had the sudden urge to lean into him.Or, no, I wanted to rut against him.His hand, those precise touches, circling… I dipped my head and kissed him, although all I really managed was uncoordinated licking, not that Inkiri seemed to mind.
He increased the pressure against my hole and touched himself again to add more of his own lube.I was getting used to this, and the more I got used to this, the more I could enjoy it.Enjoyment in this case came with my balls tightening and the need for release getting stronger.The water around my cock added a different kind of stimulation, and with my wet skin cooling even though I was only getting hotter, it was exhilarating.
I finally focused enough on kissing to dip my tongue into Inkiri’s mouth, and when I did, he pushed a finger into me.I moaned, clenching against the intrusion before I remembered that I wanted this.
Inkiri clicked, and I relaxed.Until he pushed deeper and moved that finger, and wow.Holy heck.I had imagined what anal would feel like, but I wasn’t prepared for this at all.
The sensation was strange, no doubt about it.It was also good, and I’d been such an idiot for not simply having grabbed the nearest available person once I got to college to try this.It was just that good.
I had no idea whether it was my prostate he was touching.All of it was too new, but it was as if I had a button in there that could make me moan and squirm and want to fuck his finger.Which I definitely did, a little bit.
“Yes, Sadir, you’re doing well.Keep moving like that.You’ll take my cock well, I can tell.”
Inkiri’s low, rumbly voice washed over me, and oh my, it was sexy.So effing sexy.It made me want to present my ass to him so he could take me—hard or soft, it didn’t matter.At least, I thought it wouldn’t matter.I didn't know what any of it would feel like, but boy, did I want to find out.
“Ink,” I said.“Yes, feels so good.”
