Me:I can’t go on like this. Can you?
Caro Mio:It was too much for you, wasn’t it? I’m sorry, I should have—
I shake my head, ignoring whatever he writes next.
Me:That’s not it. It was perfect. It was beyond perfect. It’s all I ever wanted. That’s not what I’m saying.
Caro Mio:What are you saying?
Me:I want more. Don’t you want more?
When he doesn’t reply, tears begin to sting my eyes.
Me:You don’t?
Caro Mio:Of course I do.
Me:Then let me see you. Let me go to New York and see you. I’ll find a way. I just need you.
He goes quiet once again.
I start typing his name, then delete it immediately.
Me:Caro mio, don’t you want to see me? Be with me, too?
Caro Mio:More than words.
Me:Then let’s do it. Let’s find a way. Living in this limbo is killing me. Isn’t it killing you?
Caro Mio:Yes.
Me:Then it’s settled. I’ll make some excuse to my parents and fly to New York as soon as possible.
Caro Mio:No. I’d never put you in that sort of danger. I’ll come to you.
Me:When?
Caro Mio:Are your parents still throwing a party for their anniversary next week?
Me:Yes.
Caro Mio:Then we’ll be together then. I’ll come to you.
Me:Promise?
Caro Mio:I swear we’ll see each other that day, sweetheart. You have my word.
One week.
I can handle one week.
I have to.
Chapter 24
Annamaria
Nineteen years old.