Page 51 of Bound by Vengeance
Somehow, it did make sense to him, and itpleased him that she’d felt comfortable enough withhimtodo it. “For a novice, you sure know how to please.”
She leisurely slid one of the straps of herlingerie down her shoulder and pulled her arm free. “I’ve watched alot of porn.”
“What?” he blurted. He knew what it was, ofcourse, but he’d never seen any; unless he counted the handful ofhumans discovered having sex in public while he was hunting.
Vicky laughed and slid her other strap down.“I was curious about sex and wanted to learn how to please.”
“You succeeded.”
“I’ve been with men before, but most of themI was only with a couple of times before moving on. Duke was theonly one I stayed with for a bit longer, and only because I was ina rebellious stage that bit me in the ass.”
She rose from her knees to stand on themattress. “I’m not sure of myself in bed because of my experiencewith others. I’m sure of myself because I watched and learned. I’vealso experimented with myself. I know whatIlike, and I gofor it because Iloveto come. However, most of the guys Iwas with never got me off. I don’t think I ever relaxed enough withthem for an orgasm to happen.”
She once told Abby sex with Duke was great.While it wasn’t boring, it also hadn’t been great. She’d said thatto play off her shocking, wild-child persona more. Duke only everbrought her to completion a couple of times; those times weremostly her doing and some blind luck on his part.
Why was I with that asshole?She’dasked herself this question countless times over the months sinceDuke betrayed her; she’d even asked it while she was still withhim. The only answer she had was that she’d somehow gotten lost andshe didn’t know how or why.
She’d never felt secure with Duke, but withall the parties they attended, the amount of alcohol she’dconsumed, and his sexual appetite, she didn’t have time to sit andthink about what she was doing with him or why she was doing it.Not thinking had been her ultimate goal back then, as she’dpreferred avoiding the emptiness growing in her during thosedays.
“Why are you telling me this?” Nathan askedthrough his clenched teeth.
“With you, I don’t just orgasm; I come apartuntil I’m not sure I can ever be put back together.” Revealing thisbared her to him more than she wanted, but she needed him tounderstand he was special to her. “You don’t like the idea of mewith other men—”
“Idespiseit,” he interruptedher.
Vicky smiled sadly at this admission. He hadher more ensnared than he realized, but she was also doing sometrapping of her own. If he was feeling some of the mate bond too,they might just destroy each other by the time this was over.
“That’s how I feel about the idea of youwith other women,” she admitted. “Of them knowing your body, yourtaste, and having heard you when you found your release insidethem. They know you better than I ever will, and I hate it.”
His body tensed and his erection came backwhen red flashed through her eyes and he saw the glinting tip of afang. “None of those women ever made me want more, you do.”
“Good,” she said. “I’m telling you thisbecause I want you to know that even without sex, you still meanmore to me than those men ever did. But after everything thathappened to me, the next man I give myself to will be my mate.”
And sincehewas her mate, she didn’tplan to ever have sex again. Before he could reply, she slid herlingerie the rest of the way off until the silken material pooledaround her feet. She threw back her shoulders and stood before himin all her naked glory.
“What are you doing?” he inquired.
“I gave myself some release earlier, butit’s nothing compared to what it feels like with you, and Ineedthat. Your cock can’t be inside me, but your tonguecan.” She settled back onto the mattress and propped the pillowsagainst the wall behind her. “I would love it if you tongued meuntil I can’t see straight.”
Unable to resist the lure of her, he walkedover to the mattress and knelt before her. Planting his fists oneither side of her hips, he leaned forward to kiss her. “Under onecondition,” he taunted.
“What’s that?”
“You wrap your mouth around my dickagain.”
“Didn’t get enough the first time?”
“Never.”
She released a startled squeak when helifted her off the bed and flipped her over so he was beneath her.She gazed breathlessly at him when his shaft slipped between herthighs. If she moved the right way, she could have him inside herbetween this breath and the next.
The crescendo of her heart hammering againsther ribs filled her ears as she fought to keep herself restrainedfrom doing exactly that.
“Either take it inside you or turn around,”he commanded.
“Just so you know,” she murmured while sheran a finger over his lips. “I love it when you give orders; itmakes me wetter.”
He growled in response and thrust his hipsup to glide between her legs again. She smiled at him before makinga teasing dance out of turning herself around. She’d barely settledherself between his legs when he grabbed her hips, lifted her assinto the air, and bent his mouth to her core.
