Page 76 of Regal Feather
He wasn’t touching—I’d told him I didn’t feel good about it—but it almost felt like he was.
“After you bottom out, get her on her knees, her back to your chest.” I nodded as he paused. “Pinch her nipples. She’s going to love it, but see how it feels for you. Play with the pressure, how hard you tug at them.”
My breathing started to become ragged. As if I was a teenager about to come for the first time.
Another notch of embarrassment to recover from after today.
“Okay.”
Tony kept that same dominance about him, that same unbreakable control. I could see the allure Jaime would find in being a brat to him. In breaking through that shield. It had to be the challenge that appealed to them.
“If it feels good? Go for the balls. Squeeze, drag your nails over them. See how long it takes to see her start crying, and how you feel when she does.”
Too many instructions. Too many ifs.
I nodded anyway, the words engraving in a depraved part of my brain before I rushed to get that third pillow for Ever.
Ever, who looked like what I assumed was the perfect sub on all fours, only the faintest tremor across his limbs betraying the otherwise stillness of the room.
There was no grace in the way I stormed to him, or in the way I sank down to my knees behind him. My hands shot up right away to his ass cheeks, kneading them and pretending I wasn’t completely gone by the glistening of the lube there he had mentioned.
“I heard what Tony said,” he whispered. “I’m okay with all of it. Just so you know.”
I huffed. “Good to know.”
Truth was, it was. All of Tony’s commands weighed less over my shoulders now that I had Ever’s…permission? Consent? I’d had his consent before, but it felt more solid now. Better.
Fuck.
I had so much to learn.
So much that went beyond pain and Dominance and submission and any other kinks that Ever wanted to throw my way.
Thankfully, for once, my dick seemed to have a mind of its own that wasn’t connected to my own inner ramblings. It just wanted to get my clothes out of the way and sink in that pussy.
Ever leaned into my touch as I lined him up with me. As I yanked my joggers down my knees and squirmed until I could move enough to thrust into him the way he begged for.
The way that had me working out a sweat and feeling like a fucking caveman, his noises intermingling with mine to the point I couldn’t tell what was driven by my own need for him and the primal urges all those sounds stirred in a deep part of my sense of self I was getting acquainted with.
“Just like that,” I grunted. Ever leaned into me, chasing after every thrust. I fucked into his pussy like there was a prize to obtain. Like I needed to reach the deepest, to claim more of his guts. “You like when you’re fucked hard, don’t you?”
The cry that slipped out of his lips was the most fucking beautiful sound. It was a shock to my system, too, a boost of energy, of need to make him do it again. To have him crying and shrieking nonstop until I emptied inside of him.
I had more to do, though. More that Ever wanted me to do, and more that I’d told myself I’d try.
“Come up here.”
I said the words, but I was the one manhandling him into position.
I was the one putting him where I wanted, the one pushing him against my chest and making sure he could rest his face against my shoulder. The one growling because the way he breathed hot air into my neck had me ready to pop before I’d even filled one of the promises I’d made him.
“You like this, then?”
It was all the warning I could give him before I was grabbing the brown nubs on his chest. Before I was applying pressure and holding my breath as Ever gasped and moaned and shivered. As the moans turned to grunts, to winces because he couldn’t hide the pain when I tugged them farther from his body.
“Answer.” I gritted out.
“Y-yeah.” Ever’s chest heaved up and down as he did as I said. As he tried so hard not to break down too early. I’d come to recognize the signs. The nonverbal language that meant I was on the right track. That I had to push farther, to take him to the damn finish line. “P-please, Sant?—”
