I picked up my fork.
Paused.
Put it back down.
My stomach twisted—not the simple, hollow ache of missing a meal.
No.
This was deeper.
Colder.
A gnawing sensation that didn’t stay in one place—it moved. Crawled. Scraped along the inside of me like something searching for an exit.
Or an entrance.
I grabbed the smoothie instead, taking a long sip.
Mango.
Sweet.
Cold.
Refreshing.
It should have helped.
It didn’t.
It tasted wrong.
Not spoiled.
Not bad.
Just empty.
Like my body rejected it on principle.
I swallowed anyway.
Took another sip.
Forced it.
The hunger didn’t dull.
It sharpened.
A sharp, jagged edge forming where there had only been discomfort before.
My breath hitched.
“What the hell…”
I pressed a hand to my stomach again, but it didn’t help.