They were safe there.
Fantasy.
Now?
I didn’t know what any of it meant.
Because this wasn’t a book.
This wasn’t some trope I could flip past if it got too intense.
This was real.
Messy.
Terrifying.
And mine.
I glanced at him again.
He hadn’t looked at me directly since the nurse left.
But I knew he was aware of me.
The same way I was aware of him.
Constantly.
Relentlessly.
The cord between us vibrated faintly, like it was waiting for something.
Or someone.
Say something, I told myself.
Ask him.
Demand answers.
But the words wouldn’t come.
Because the truth was?—
I wasn’t sure I wanted them yet.
Not if they confirmed what my body was already starting to understand.
A strange heat curled low in my stomach, unexpected and unsettling.
The connection shifted. Sharpened.
Clarity came with it.
I want him.
Not metaphorically.