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But I did like it. I had never ever wanted to be totally owned by a man before. I had always strived so hard to be my own person, and yet with him? With him I could feel myself losing control and it didn't even scare me.
Could it be that I had found my equal?
All rational thought fled from my brain as his golden-brown head ducked down. His lips nibbled at my nipple. The small bud gathered, standing up tall and proud and begging to be sucked. My hands clutched at his shoulders.
“My turn to tease, Angel,” he growled against my skin.
“No fair,” I murmured, making no effort to move away from him. I wanted him to tease me until I couldn't take it anymore, and then I needed him to fuck me and make me his. If only for a short while.
“Life’s not fair, Angel.” Monster’s mouth closed around my straining nipple, his teeth grazing against my agonisingly sensitive flesh. “But believe me it can be good. I can make it good for you.”
I had no doubt about that. From the moment he had first stripped me naked it had been good. Orgasmic and addictively good.
Coming off my nipple with a wet pop, Monster brushed his lips against my earlobe. His breath tickled. “I'm going to make you want no one but me, Angel.”
I didn't answer him. After all, what was there to say? I could have laughed at his cockiness but the truth was I already wanted only him. I just didn't know how to tell him that when I hated admitting it to myself.
“Monster,” I whimpered, unable to put into words everything I was feeling. I was scared. This wasn't part of the plan. Falling for him wasn't part of my meticulously laid out plan to get my hands on my money. But it was happening anyway. Feelings made me weak. Especially when I didn't know if he felt the same way. If he could ever feel the same way.
Neither of us was going to admit it first. We wouldn't put ourselves out there.
“I got you, Angel, I got you forever.” Biting down hard on my shoulder, his big hands cupped my breasts, squeezing them together and drawing a long, drawn-out moan from my lips. “Now, lay back and let me tease you for a change.” He chuckled. “My little lucifer.”
“Lucifer?”
“Yeah Lucifer was an angel as well, just one that didn't know how to behave.” Biting and kissing his way down over the mounds of my breasts, Monster chuckled. “I'm going to enjoy taming you, Angel.”
“I’m pretty sure the story goes that Lucifer can’t be tamed.” But God I wanted him to try. If anyone could do it, Monster could.
“Lucifer hasn’t been licked out by me, that's why.”
Throwing my head back into the pillows, I laughed. A genuine sound of happiness.
Was this what it was like for other couples? This easy going back and forth. The affection and little inside jokes. Is that why all the women of the Savage Sons had those knowing little smiles on their faces? Because all this time they had known something I didn't. That being with a man who you care about is better than a hundred gorgeous but random sexual partners?
“Monster.” Someone shouted his name from behind the closed and locked door. A fist hammered on it hard. “Get your lazy ass out of bed now. Fang wants you.”
Monster froze. His lips were still pressed to my nipple and the look he shot up at me was full of laughter. “Maybe if we stay quiet he will go away.”
“I can hear you, asshole.” The voice from the door shouted back. “You want me to come and drag you out of fucking bed or are you gonna do it yourself?”
Monster rolled off me with a groan. “Don't you dare come in here, Havoc, you asshole. I'll be out in ten minutes.”
“Make it five.”
We listened in silence as the sound of booted feet stomped away. “Rain check on me eating you out, Angel?”
Turning my head, I found him staring at me. “Rain check.” I agreed.
“Good, looks like duty calls.”
24
MONSTER
They couldn't even giveme one day. Surely it wasn't too much to ask for. One day where I didn't have to deal with any crap. It wasn't even my crap I was continuously wading through but everyone else’s. Ever since I had agreed to seduce Angela for Gio, my life had been a never-ending shit show and I was fed up with it.
My eyes flicked up to watch her dress. Studying her, I couldn't bring myself to regret it though. I hadn't been looking for anything more than getting laid by a beautiful woman but I had found something. And it was something real. Primal passion sure, but more than that as well. Angela had come into my life like a wrecking ball, laying everything to waste in her past and I wouldn't have it any other way. I couldn't imagine my life without her in it in some capacity, well, I could but it didn’t bear thinking about.
