Page 50 of Ache
“And you’re both okay with that?” The question sounds befuddled.
“We’re here, aren’t we?” Alec kisses my neck again, and my eyes involuntarily close. His lips are warm and consoling. They’re everything I fucking need.
“All you have to do is say yes, and we’re yours.” Tage touches my cheek, and the contact feels like fire.
I hesitate, but not because I don’t want them. Because my ability to speak has up and vanished.
I breathe heavily and swallow hard searching for the word. The one word that will bring us together and set us all free.
“Yes,” I squeak. It’s all I can force out. But it’s enough. Enough for both of them. And enough for me.
I fall into an abyss then. Two men, two promises, two lifelines to my heart. Without thinking, I kiss Alec as I hold Tage’s hand to my chest. I don’t know the protocol. I don’t know what's really happening. All I know is the iceberg is melting, crumbling into the cold sea, taking with it my reservations, my fears, my pain, and all my insecurities.
There’s blind movement after that. A scurry of hands, a fluster of lips, and an array of urgent touches.
Before I know it, I’m on my knees sandwiched between two men who steal my breath.
Two mouths moving up and down my neck and over my bare shoulders once Alec removes my dress shirt.
The cool draft against my sensitive skin makes me alarmingly aware of what exactly is happening.
What I’m allowing to happen. The craziness of it all. But I want it. Want them. Both of them. For once in my life, I want to be selfish. I want to let go and forget about all the rights and indulge in all the wrongs. Even though this doesn’t feel wrong. It’s strange. It’s new. But not wrong. Not to me. They have each claimed a piece of me, and I am merely handing over what they demand.Myself.
Clothes fly all over my room, landing on the floor and the edges of the bed.
My pulse races from the unknown and the dominance of the two men possessing me. They both know exactly where to touch me, how firm and how soft. Tage remembers the sensitive spot at the nape of my neck, while Alec tickles me right behind my ear with the tip of his tongue.
I sigh and shiver, acclimating to the new universe being born around me.
I stare up at Alec, my heart slowly mending. I never thought he was going to speak to me again, let alone touch me, but his warm look of affection mixed with lust and desire heats my insides. We share a kiss — a steaming, sloppy embrace that rebuilds the pieces of the formally destroyed bridge.
I almost cry. The relief that swells inside me could consume the entire building.
“I thought I lost you,” I confess between kisses.
“That’s funny, because I thought the same thing.” Alec pushes some renegade pieces of hair away from my face as he stares into my eyes.
“I’m not going anywhere,” I promise.
“Neither am I.”
“Neither am I,” Tage chimes in, stealing my face, smothering me with a kiss so hot it sets the curtains on fire.
My entire world is spinning. I’ve lost track of what’s up or down, left or right.
There’s only them, and me, and a hotbed of hunger. The merciless want growing more monstrous by the second.
Tage cups both my breasts as he presses his erection into my backside. He moans almost in distress from the friction. “I missed this body.” He pinches my nipples, sucking firm kisses all along my neck.
“So what are you going to do about it?” I don’t know where the ballsy response comes from, but at the moment, I don’t exactly feel like myself.
“So many damn things.” Tage throws me onto the mattress, and I land on my back with a little bounce. Both Tage and Alec are kneeling above me, shirtless, pant-less, and breathing fire. The way they’re looking at me. The ravenous desire. My skin prickles painfully.
“We’re going to make you moan like never before.” Alec stalks on top of me, trapping my upper body beneath his. He imprisons my mouth with his as Tage peels my pants then panties away from my hips.
My airway closes as Tage’s hot breath caresses my clit. Every part of me is pounding. My head, my ears, my pulse, my pussy. I’m terrified and excited and turned on all at the same time.
“Tell us you want this,” Tage croons.
