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The ceremony will be small. Private. Just us and a few people from his world who know what he really does and don't flinch.

No family on my side. Obviously.

But I have my DarkDesires followers sending virtual congratulations. I have my laptop with three more novels outlined. I have a man who sees every ugly, shameful, blood-soaked corner of my psyche and calls it beautiful.

I have a future.

Sometimes I think about the girl I was a year ago.

Drowning in her own patterns. Watching herself drown. Writing stories about being saved because she didn't believe it could happen in real life.

She was right, in a way.

This isn't being saved.

This is beingclaimed.

By someone just as broken. Just as dark. Just as hungry for the things nice people pretend don't exist.

I found my Helix.

My monster.

My Caleb.

We walk the darkness together now.

And yes, it's just as fucked-up as it sounds.

But it's honest.

And it's real.

And it's…ours.