I worked too hard to become Stella Cortez the athlete — the one who earns minutes, earns grades, earns respect.
And tonight I feel like that insecure high school girl again. The one standing in a gym pretending she didn’t care whether the popular boy noticed her.
Is that what I’ve been reduced to?
Attention.
God, did I get attention.
By the time I’m in the car, my phone won’t stop vibrating.
Texts from teammates.
Friends from home.
Unknown numbers.
Mentions.
The narrative evolves in real time:
Are they dating?
Is she playing both?
Open relationship?
Three-way vibes?
Starting lineup AND starring in a three-way?
My face burns hotter.
I didn’t come here for this.
I came here to play volleyball.
The call from Mamá comes fast.
Too fast.
My sister must’ve seen something.
I answer because ignoring her would make it worse.
Her voice hits in rapid Spanish — sharp, worried, frustrated. Words layered over each other like she’s trying to catch up to a story she doesn’t understand.
She says Tristan’s name.
Royal Oaks.
My chest tightens.
“Mamá, it’s not?—”
She switches to English.
That’s when I know she’s really upset.