His legs lose their grip around my hips and fall open on the bed, and I want to see them shake after fucking him hard and fast.
Squeezing my eyes shut, I moan. “Noi, I can’t…I can’t…”
I have to be gentle with him. It’s his first time. It’s going to hurt. I can’t just slam into him like I want to.
When I open my eyes again, Noi is coating his fingers with lube. With great determination, he reaches between us and rubs it over his hole. The little hitch in his breath when he does fuels my desire, and I attack his neck with kisses, drunk on his groans of pleasure as they increase in volume.
“I want you to fuck me. Fuck me, Sud. Please…fuck me. Fuck me, fuck me…” he chants.
“I want to, Noi,” I murmur brokenly into his ear before pushing myself up to look into his eyes. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I don’t care if it hurts,” Noi says earnestly. “I want to feel you. Please, Sud. I can’t wait any longer.”
I’ve never seen him so undone, and my resolve melts. Sliding my hand down his body, I replace his finger, which is knuckle-deep inside him, with my own, sliding it through the slick lube before gently pushing it inside him. Noi arches his back and cries out, and my dick gives a little jolt. Withdrawing my finger, I push my underwear off, letting them fall to the floor, then get to my knees on the bed. Taking Noi by the thighs, I pull him toward me so his legs rest on mine. Inserting my finger again, I watch him as I move it around, attempting to stretch him. As he stares atme with half-closed eyes, they glaze over and he begins to pant. He looks wanton, feral. His cock is fully hard again and leaking.
My nuts are going to explode just from the sight.
“Do it, Sud. I want you to. Do it. Please.”
With more restraint than I would have thought I had, I withdraw my finger again, pour more lube on them, and push two digits inside him.
Noi bites his lip and moans while I open him up as well as I can in my lust-induced state.
Fuck it, I can’t wait any longer.
Grabbing a condom, I sheath up and gently push the head of my cock until it pops inside him. I raise my gaze to Noi’s face and pause when I see the small grimace.
“Are you okay?”
Sweat gathers on his forehead, and he presses his lips together, but he nods.
“I can stay like this a minute and let you get used to it,” I say, even though I’m dying to move. “O-or I can pull out.”
“No!” Noi grabs my ass as though to keep me in. “Keep going.”
Reluctant, but also dying to continue, I push in another inch. The tightness and the heat feel amazing. I’ve never felt anything like it. Hooking my arms under Noi’s legs, I angle him upward and move forward just a little more, and a little more than that, watching his face to see how he handles it. Finally, with only an inch or two to go, I sink to the hilt.
Noi cries out, and not in a good way. My gaze shoots to his face.
“Want me to stop?”
He shakes his head, breathing in and out of his nose for a minute, then settles. “Are you okay? You look like it hurts,” he asks.
I let out a breathless chuckle. “Believe me, it’s not pain I’m feeling.”
“Good?” he asks.
I meet his gaze. “So good, Noi. You feel unbelievable.”
He smiles. “Go on, then. Fuck me, Sud.”
Losing my cool entirely, I begin to pump into him. He encourages me as my fingers dig into his thighs. I should probably add more lube, but I can’t stop now.
“I’m…Noi…” I’m not going to last. No way can I hold this hurricane back.
“Come, Sud, go ahead. I want you to!” Noi encourages, and then it’s happening—stars, fireworks, explosions—the whole deal, making me light-headed, draining my energy until I collapse on top of him. Noi’s legs shake against my sides, the muscles protesting the position they were locked in, and I make the supreme effort of easing off and out of him, quickly taking care of the condom and tossing it into the trashcan beside my bed.
Everything is—bliss. That’s all I can think as I flop down on my back. It takes a few minutes for me to drift back to earth. When I look at Noi, his eyes are closed and there’s a slight furrow between his brows.