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The ripples of sinew firing off in his forearm.
And then the drop of his jaw as he stills and then comes all over me with a low moan falling past his lips.
He decorates me, one pearl-sized drop at a time, until he’s completely done. He leans both hands on the table, catching his breath.
After a few seconds, he looks up at me with a satisfied smile. “Okay, that was the last time.”
I chuckle and shake my head. “So you say.”
“Has to be.” He straightens up and tucks his penis back into his shorts. He lends me a hand and helps me to my feet, only to pick me up in his arms.
“Shame you didn’t fuck me. That would have been a great way to end it.”
He walks me to the bathroom and says, “Need help in the shower?”
“Only if you plan on bending me over.”
“Is there any other way to take a shower?”
Chapter Twenty
RYLAND
It’s a new week.
I’m not going to think about Gabby in a sexual way. She’s my tenant, my assistant coach, my co-worker.
I’m not going to imagine how she looked last night in the shower, bent over, begging for my cock.
I’m not going to remember the muffled sounds she made as I drove into her over and over again, slamming my rock-hard cock inside that addicting pussy.
And I’m sure as fuck going to eliminate the feeling of her pussy squeezing me as she comes from my memory.
None of that matters. Because like I said last night when she was leaving my house, that was it. Not again.
No more.
So why, as I sit at my desk in my classroom, staring at the clock, ready for the bell to ring for lunch, am I hoping that I see her in the teachers’ lounge?
Because I’m a fucking pathetic mess.
Because something weird happened to me this weekend.
Something that still scares me and should scare me so much that I want nothing to do with her.
What scared me? It was what I saw.
I saw . . . I saw a brief glimpse of a future. A future I’ve never thought about before. One I didn’t think I wanted or cared for.
For a few seconds, as I watched Mac push Gabby on the tree swing, there was a small part of me that . . . liked it. How they were together.
I liked the way that Mac smiled when pushing her.
I loved hearing her laugh.So carefree.
I loved the hug she gave Gabby after.
I loved how Gabby responded to Mac.
