Page 100 of Bourbon Kingdom
“How am I playing with fire?” I asked, while I ran my hand up his leg, making his breathing pick up.
“You know damn well what you’re doing.”
“And, like you don’t know what you’re doing? You think I can sit next to you and just watch you touch yourself and not be intrigued? I might be mad at you, but I still want you.”
With a smirk, Jett nodded at me and said, “Prove it.”
It was his bait; he was trying to get what he wanted, but hell if I wasn’t a stupid flopping fish because I grabbed right ahold of his bait and let him reel me in.
Not even thinking about it, I pushed his chest down so he was lying flat on the bed and pulled his briefs all the way down to his ankles, exposing that fantastic cock that had tortured me many times in the Bourbon Room.
Straddling Jett’s legs, I grabbed a hold of his hands and pinned them to his sides and started to lower my head.
“Goldie, don’t,” Jett said, abruptly, shocking me a bit.
“What? Why?” I asked self-consciously.
“You don’t have to do that. I wasn’t playing fair.”
“Do you not want me to suck your cock?” I asked with a raised eyebrow.
“No,” he shook his head. “I want nothing more than for your perfect lips to be wrapped around me, but I don’t want you to do anything you told yourself you wouldn’t.”
I pulled away for a second and studied him. “You know, I like this new sensitive Jett, where you talk to me and express your feelings, but right now, with your erection playing tiddlywinks with your belly button, I kind of want the dominant man.”
“You can’t have both,” Jett answered honestly, shaking me out of the cock-induced stupor I was in.
“What do you mean I can’t have both?”
“I can’t be both for you, Goldie. If I’m dominant, then I’m going to be cold and unresponsive.”
“No,” I shook my head and interrupted him. “Not acceptable. That is not true at all. There have been plenty of times when you’ve been sweet and endearing in the bedroom, don’t give me that bullshit.”
“It’s not a switch I can turn on and off.”
“Jett, I’m not asking for you to cry when we come at the same time; I’m asking you to share with me when we’re sharing and I’m asking you to be the fucking man I want when I need him. It’s not an either-or type of situation.” I pulled away and shook my head. “Maybe this was a bad idea.”
“What do you want from me?” Jett asked, as he pulled up his briefs. “I’m trying to be the man you want me to be.”
“I want you to be you,” I said honestly. “I want you to be exactly who you are, but not afraid to tell me things, to open up to me.”
“That’s not who I am,” Jett said sharply, as he ran his hands through his hair. “I’m afraid, Goldie. I’m so fucking afraid.”
“Why?” I asked, feeling exhausted.
“Because I’m fucking in love with you,” Jett said, with his back turned toward me.
Everything in the room turned dark and all I saw was the silhouette of Jett Colby, turned away and sounding almost pained.
His back moved up and down with his breath as I tried to comprehend the monumental moment that had just transpired between us. I wanted to jump on the bed and smack my tits together in joy, but knew that wasn’t quite appropriate. So, instead, I carefully crawled toward him and wrapped my arms around his stomach.
Exhaling, Jett wrapped his arms around mine and allowed me to pull him closer. Lightly, I pressed my lips against his while my hands cradled his face, letting him know I wasn’t going anywhere.
I felt the light pressure of his fingers grip my hips in an almost needy manner, like he needed me to prove to him that everything was going to be okay. Well, I had no fucking problem with that.
Placing one last kiss on his lips, I pulled away and ran my hands down the front of my body until they reached the hem of my tank top. Like the seductress I was, I deliberately took my time gripping my tank top and moving it off my body until I exposed my breasts and dropped the tank top to the side. Jett’s eyes were fixed on mine until he couldn’t take it anymore, then he took his time perusing my half-naked body.
My nipples were hard, just from his stare. My nipples had always been a fan of Jett, and tonight was no exception.
