Page 84 of The Downside of Love
She props herself up on her elbows and watches as I unbuckle my pants and shuck them to the side with my socks, leaving me in nothing but my boxer briefs, my erection prominent.By the time I look up at her again, her legs are wide open. Nothing is left to my imagination, and nothing will stop me from now making her mine.Fuck. She’s so fucking hot.
Leaning forward on the bed, I press her back into the mattress and move my mouth to hers, devouring her lips, a surge of passion erupting over my skin, burning up the blood boiling in my veins.
When she lifts her arms above her head, giving me access to her entire body, it’s as if she released a wild beast from his cage. I need her . . . now.
I glide my hands to her breasts where I take them both in my palms and squeeze hard.
“Oh . . . shit,” she moans, arching off the bed. “Yes, Stryder.”
God, hearing her say my name like that, it only spurs me on. “I need to be inside you. Now.”
“Condoms are in the nightstand.”
Turning toward the drawer, I take one out and quickly pull my briefs down only to sheathe myself. When I turn back around, I find Rory stretched across the bed, completely naked, legs spread wide, inviting me in.
And in that moment, everything around me fades away, the only thing in my line of vision is Rory and her gorgeous body being offered up to me.
I’ve dreamt of this. I’ve spent nights alone in my bed, wondering what it could be like to have Rory present herself like this to me. I’ve spent wasteful minutes trying to envision what it would be like if she was actually mine and now that my wildest fucking dream is coming true, I’m not going to let anything stand in my way.
Not my fears.
Not my list of fuck ups.
And not the face of my best friend.
I’m taking what I want, and I’m pushing past the last thing holding me back from fully being with Rory.
She’s mine now.
Pulling her hips to mine, I lower myself and place the head of my cock against her entrance where it slides along her slit. She clenches the sheets above her, spreads her legs even wider and bites on her bottom lip. Her eyes are pleading.
Taking one last breath, I insert myself into her warmth. Sharp, erratic breaths escape me as I sink farther and deeper inside her. Bending at the waist, I place my hands on either side of her face, and lower my mouth to hers just as I push the last few inches. She groans past my lips, vibrating them with her pleasure.
“You’re so . . . big,” she breathes out. “I don’t think I can last long.” I move my hips, adjusting myself. “Oh God, Stryder.” My name falls past her lips just as her hands come to the back of my neck, pulling me down closer to her lips, crashing our mouths together.
I shift again, my cock widening her, motionless, letting her adjust to my girth.
Her walls clench around me, spasming as she shifts. “I need you to move,” she whispers. “I’m going to come. Please.”
“Not yet, baby.”
“Stryder,” she moans, her body shifting again.
“Wait for me,” I plead as she brings my mouth to hers again, our teeth clashing, our tongues swiping, our movements frenzied.
There is no finesse about it.We’re clawing at each other.My hands palming her breasts, molding and plucking. Her hands run down the curves and divots of my muscles, scraping her fingernails over my nipples and then running back up to my neck where she grips my dangling dog tags and pulls them close to her chest, moving me in even closer.
I lower myself to my elbows, bringing my mouth closer to hers, our noses touching, our connection frenzied as my hips rock into her, my cock pounding into her center at an alarming rate.
In and out.
In and out.
Slamming hard, my need to claim her is overwhelming. There is nothing beautiful about the way I’m making love to her. It’s raw and animalistic and uncoordinated as we both claw at each other, searching for that connection, finding it deep within each other.
“Need to be deeper,” I grunt, pulling myself out of her.
She gasps right before I flip her to her stomach and pull her hips up, only to thrust inside her without a hitch in my movements. “Ohhh . . . fuck,” she groans as I slam into her.
