Page 116 of Badd Love
And went down on me again, taking my cock in her mouth and sucking another little spurt out of me, making me arch, shocked and gasping.
She popped back up after a moment, wiping her lips on her wrist as she settled on my chest.
Neither of us spoke for a long time.
"Holy fucking shit," I gasped, eventually—the length of time it took me to regain anything like coherence.
"I love you," she said.
"Holy fucking shit," I repeated.
She giggled, rolling to her belly on me, mostly on top of me. "I just fucked your brains out."
"Yes," I said. "Yes, you did. You absolutely fucked my brains all the way out."
Her grin was happy. "I sucked your cock."
“You did." I wiped an errant drop away from her lips. "Was it…were you okay?"
She nodded. "More than okay." She leaned up to kiss my jaw. "I wouldn't have done it otherwise. I just…I wanted to see. To try. Because I woke up wanting you, and…I remembered how much I liked going down you before…you know, I lost my shit. And I realized that it's not oral itself that makes me freak out, it's certain things that…were done to me, during it."
"What things, honey?"
"Deep throat," she whispered. "I don't want to talk about it. I won't ever say that name again. I'll never discuss it again after this. But that's what he did to me. He used my throat. I gagged on it.That'swhat I hated. And with you, that first night, it was fine until I started going too far. I…I was getting into it, and I thought that's how…I thought that's what I wassupposedto do. But I don't have to do it that way. It actually seems pretty simple, now."
"I don't think it's just that, Linz."
"No, probably not," She agreed. “But that's a big part of it. Most of it, though, is that I fucking love you. That beats everything else all to shit. I know you'd never…" she stopped, shaking her head. "You love me. I'm secure in that, Dane. It gives me peace and confidence. I woke up in love with you, happier than I’ve ever been, and I just knew I could do that, and I wantedto, and so I did." She grinned at me. "And I stopped because what I needed was you. Us. I needed exactly what you gave me."
I shook my head. "Linz, I…”
She covered my mouth. "Just tell me you love me."
"I love you."
"Last night," she began, hesitant. "The stuff about rings and…"
"I meant every word, Linz," I interrupted. "I love you. I want to do life with you. As long as we're together, it can be whatever we want it to look like."
She rested her cheek on my chest. "Could we…um…stay here?"
"Like for today?"
"No, like, to live."
"Oh." I frowned, thought about it, and shrugged. “Yeah, for sure.”
"Because I'm gonna need to fuck you at least once a day, loudly and lengthily, for the foreseeable future." She cleared her throat delicately. "And I don't think your parents want to hear that."
"No," I said, shaking with laughter, “probably not." I hesitated. "When you say at least once a day…?"
She turned onto her chin, smirking, an erotic gleam in her eyes. "You've unleashed a beast, honey. I am one horny ass bitch, and you'remine."
"I see."
"What's your refractory period like?"
"Short."
