Page 63 of Keeping Amanda
She immediately complied, lowering her head and staring down at him. Buck deliberately stuck his tongue out and licked her once more, loving how she shivered in reaction. He moved one of his hands around so he could slowly insert his index finger inside her body as he concentrated on her clit. She was tight but dripping wet, soaking his finger down to the knuckle as he fucked her slow and steady.
“Nash!” she moaned, as she began to writhe against his finger.
This was how he wanted her. Out of her mind with desire. Only thinking about one thing. Well…two—him, and her approaching orgasm. He intended to push her over the edge as many times as he could. He wanted,needed, to see her lost in mindless pleasure over and over. Reduced to an elemental state of nothing but endorphins and the need for more.
He held her tightly as she jerked and moved against his finger, and as she began to shake, Buck flicked her clit harder and faster, memorizing what kind of pressure she needed to come. It didn’t take long, which was a huge turn-on. Then he felt her orgasm on his tongue and all around his finger, buried deep inside her body.
She was still coming when he abruptly stood, picking her and throwing her onto the mattress. She let out anumphwhen she landed, but immediately reached for him, making Buck’s lust rise even higher.
Since she was so much smaller than him, Nash had no problem positioning her any way he wanted. He turned her ontoher belly, then grabbed her hips, forcing her to her knees. He buried his face into her pussy from behind, loving how she immediately cried out once more and widened her stance, giving him consent and more room to work. Her chest was lying on the mattress and her ass was in the air. It was carnal and hot as fuck, and Buck was out of his mind with need for this woman.
Thoughts of taking her this way were overwhelming, but he didn’t want that tonight. He wanted to look into her eyes and see everything she was thinking and feeling when his cock breached her pussy for the first time. It would be everything…and he wanted to be connected to her emotionally when it happened.
His life was changing with every second that passed. With every lick, every suck, every moan, she was imprinting on his very soul. He already knew he couldn’t live without her. Couldn’t do what he did without knowing she was at home waiting for him. He was moving too fast, but fuck it. He didn’t care.
“Nash, I need…” Her voice trailed off.
But her words were just what he needed to get control of his overpowering lust. “What do you need? Tell me, Rebel. I’ll do whatever you want.”
“You. I needyou.”
“You’ve got me. Be more specific,” he urged. He was being extra controlling, but he couldn’t help it.
“Fuck me, Nash! I want you inside me.”
He moved her before his brain even processed what she’d said. She was on her back and he was hovering over her. She made him feel ten feet tall. He’d never been the biggest guy growing up, had been made fun of for his height time and again. But tonight, as he covered Mandy’s small five-foot frame, he’d never felt more masculine. More like a man.
Just as he was about to ease into her, enter fucking paradise, he remembered.
“Damn it. Hang on,” he panted, as he abruptly pulled back and leaped off the bed.
Mandy rose to an elbow and stared at him in confusion. “What are you doing?”
“Condom,” he bit out, frantically searching his pants for his wallet. He found it, retrieved the condom, then dropped his wallet without thinking twice about it, ripping open the packet with his teeth. It was almost physically painful to touch his cock when it was so hard, but he rolled the damn rubber down his length and immediately climbed onto the bed.
“I’ve got the shot,” she informed him when he’d returned.
Hearing that made Buck’s cock even harder, if that was possible. “That’s great, but I’m using a condom until I can prove to you that I don’t have any diseases or infections.”
“I trust you, Nash.”
“And you have no idea what that means to me. Your trust. But I’m still using it.”
“Do you not trustme? I haven’t been with anyone in years,” she said, a little uncertainly.
He was fucking this up. They should’ve had this conversation before things between them had gone this far. He leaned down and took her face in his hands. “I trust you,” he told her firmly. “I just want to prove to you that I’m the man you think I am.”
“I know who you are,” she said softly, reaching up and holding his wrists. “You’re the man I’m falling in love with.”
“Fuck,” he breathed, her words spearing him straight in the heart. She was so damn brave. Putting herself out there like that. He wanted to return the words, but his throat was too tight. He was barely hanging on to his control. He was going to come like a teenager if he didn’t get a handle on the situation.
One hand moved to brace himself on the mattress over her, and the other went to his cock. He gripped it tightly at the base, stopping his immediate need to come. “Spread your legs. Wider, Mandy. Open up for me. Let me in.”
She did so immediately, ramping up his lust. Running his cock through her soaking-wet folds, he lined them up, then pushed just the mushroomed head of his dick inside her. It felt amazing. So damn tight. It took all his control not to shove the rest of himself in on a single thrust.
Mandy wasn’t looking at him, her gaze was locked between their legs, where they were barely joined. He loved seeing the lust in her eyes, but wanted her to be looking athim.
He moved his free hand to her face and tilted her head upward until he could meet her gaze. “See who’s about to be inside you, Mandy. The person who’d move heaven and earth to make you happy. Who will do whatever it takes to satisfy you.”
