Page 32 of Hot Nights in Morocco
Chapter Sixteen
Jake’s bad mood follows us all the way to LAX. It’s radiating off him like thick, black smoke and choking the light out of everything. He doesn’t address a single word to me other than to check if I’ve alerted the transport team in Morocco to our new arrival time.
I’m just as angry at the way he’s treating me but he’s far more skilled at prolonging a grudge than I am. This is quickly shaping up to be the worst kind of one night stand, the sort of big mistake that has the propensity to bleed repercussions into the next morning, and the next, until it’s made an indelible stain on the whole fabric of your life.
I swore I wouldn’t go there, I wouldn’t light that match, and now look at me. I never let anyone in for a reason. I can’t risk it. My heart shattered a long time ago, and its nothing but cracks and fissures now. One more break is going to kill me.
Max is going to know something’s off, as well. The last thing I want is for my big mistake to get back to him and jeopardize our working relationship. I want to scream and scream at Jake.He’sthe one who kissed me first.He’sthe one who started all this. I want to blame him entirely for this ghastly scenario—beautiful mercurial bastard that he is.
As we exit the SUV we’re assaulted by a gang of paparazzi with untidy goatees and faded black T-shirts. This doesn’t improve Jake’s mood in the slightest, not since he’d elected to travel back to L.A. without a single bodyguard. He barges through the men in his haste to reach the terminal, sending two sprawling into the gutter with their bags and camera paraphernalia, and leavingmeto deal with their questions about his recent breakup with Cassie.
How to add insult to injury.
It seems implicit to these strangers that I’m just an assistant and not his new girlfriend, and I brood on that all the way to the security gate.
Trailing Jake into the first class lounge, I watch him make a beeline for the complimentary bar and bark out his order to the two gaping hostesses. “Double Macallan. Make it quick.”
“Certainly,sir.”
Two slim hands collide in their haste to reach the scotch bottle first.
It’s not their fault…even though the irrational part of me wants to set fire to their fake eyelashes. In a room of wall-to-wall beauty, Jake’s lethal alpha vibe is front and center. All eyes are on him.
I’m determined not to cry, but it’s only sheer obstinacy on my part that’s holding me together. Meanwhile, the squabbling in front of him has intensified.
“Give it to me!”
“No way, I had it first!”
In the end he accepts his drink from a triumphant-looking brunette. Like a prized asshole, he laps up her complementary flirtations, as well, and a delicate blush spreads across her cheeks as he leans over and whispers something in her ear.
I can’t stop staring at them. I’m like a masochist seeking a fix, whereas he’s a hurt-seeking missile of pain, on course to inflict as much as possible on me in the span of twelve hours.
The blush deepens and the hostess starts to giggle. It’s at this point that I turn away.
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Jake ignores me for the entire duration of the flight. I, on the other hand, endure a cartwheel of emotions for fifteen hours straight. I barely touch my food as I gaze unseeingly at two of his blockbuster movies on the in-flight entertainment system. I try a book—Vanity Fair, one of my favorites—but not even Becky Sharp can meddle me out of this funk.
I can still taste him in my mouth. There’s a lingering dull ache between my legs. He kept his promise to treat me rough, and I loved every minute of it…except the part when we started yelling at each other and it all turned to shit.
The plane banks sharply. We’re starting our descent so I rip off my headphones and stuff them into my bag. There’ll be no going back with Jake, but there’s no going forward, either. Right now I’m stuck in some kind of sex purgatory. Was mentioning his father such a crime? He drew first blood, after all. Surely, he must have guessed how much I’m trying to distance myself from my mother’s life choices.
The captain’s announcement is shrill and unpleasant as the plane taxis up to the terminal. Unclipping my seat belt, I switch on my phone to check my messages. There’s one from Rachel, and I groan when I read it. While we’ve been in the air, the Moroccan national airline has decided to go on strike and most of the internal connecting flights have been cancelled, including ours.
Can this day get any worse?
Jake seems to share my assessment when I hold up my phone up to show him the message.
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” he roars, swiping it out of my hand. People are giving us a wide berth as we disembark. “I’ll be suing the ass off someone for this.” He starts punching in a number, slamming his finger into the keypad so hard he’ll be cracking the screen any minute.
“Who are you calling?”
“The Airline’s VP. He’s an old acquaintance.” He snaps my cell phone to his ear but it rings out. “Answer my call, you dickhead!” he explodes when the call rings out again.
But the VP doesn’t. The guy obviously comes from the same school of let’s-aggravate-Jake-Dalton-as-much-as-possible as I do.
Three tortuous hours limp by.
