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“I am Sebastián.”

“Hilarious.” I’m tired of my mind’s games. “I know you’re not real, but you obviously have information buried deep in my brain somewhere that I want myself to have, so just spit it out already—where’s the room?”

His brow furrows, like I’ve spoken a language he’s not fluent in. “You are evidently unwell.”

“You catch on quick.”

He gapes at me for what feels like a full minute. Then a horrible howl thunders through the room, and Sebastián’s features crack with pain, like he’s been shot.

I back away as he doubles over. It seems like he can’t lift his neck to look at me.

“What is it?” I ask.

He doesn’t answer. His eyes are slits and his mouth hangs open. He seems to be in severe agony. Is this what happens when you destroy a hallucination?

“Where does it hurt?” is all I can think to ask.

“Ev-every-where,” he manages to get out. His voice isn’t breathy. It’s more choppy, like a radio station with signal interference, and there’s a low-pitched wailing—

“Are you laughing?”

As the wail becomes a howl again, there’s no denying it’s laughter. “You—” He tries to speak past his guffaws. “You believe—you made me?”

I perch at the edge of the bed. I was not prepared for how a merry monster would behave, and now I can see why. It’s insufferable.

Sebastián is still doubled over, his howls sputtering, and it seems like this embarrassing display is finally coming to an end. I don’t care how much pain I earn myself, I’m going off on him. “What the hell is your—?”

But when he raises his chin, and I see his face, the shadow beast’s smile is a supernova. The silver galaxies of his eyes are luminous, his skin as fresh as the earth after a storm. The dazzling sight makes me feel as tiny as I hoped to make him feel, and I forget what I was saying.

“You really think quite highly of yourself.”

There’s a somewhat lighter quality to Sebastián’s voice now.

“What does that mean?” I ask.

“You credit yourself as my creator.” There’s such a smug superiority in his expression that I wish I had a mirror to hold up.

“Prove you’re real,” I say, crossing my arms, “and that a spell is behind everything.”

“What sort of proof would satisfy you?” His tone is as dry as a desert. “You do not even believe I am real when I stand before you.”

“Then tell me something about yourself,” I demand.

“If you are in such a sharing mood, you start.”

“Meaning what?”

“Who are you?”

He sounds like the caterpillar in Alice in Wonderland. “You already know,” I say with a hard breath. “You saw me on the news months ago—”

“I know your father did not protect you from a lethal gas.”

My spine stiffens at the mention of Dad.

“That was a lie,” he says, his voice lower and his manner more menacing. “No human could shield you from brujería.”

My gaze swings up as the overhead light flickers.