Page 45 of Flock
Another reason to want to trust him.
His needs are so basic, and yet I feel like I’m starting to become one of them. He’s making me believe it.
Once I relieve myself, wincing the entire time, I wash my hands and study my reflection, noticing the faint bite marks on my neck. Anxious for a painkiller for the budding migraine, but more anxious to get back to Sean, I open the door and am met with the sight of Dominic in the bedroom on the opposite side of the hall.
Naked.
Sleeping naked.
The sight of him knocks the breath from me as I stand frozen, somewhere between in and out of the bathroom.
He’s on his back, stretched out, his head tilted due to the propped position of his pillow, his muscular arm tucked beneath it.
I. Can’t. Look. Away.
His chest rises and falls in a steady rhythm as I stand immobile to the sight of him. One of his legs is drawn up and resting on the edge of his bed while the other lays straight out, the position itself like an offering. My eyes dip to where his cock rests between his muscular thighs.
Jesus, he’s beautiful. I don’t know how long I stand, just watching him, drinking him in, I only know that when my eyes drift from his impressive cock back to his face, I’m met with a silver stare.
My palms tingle while my face blanches with shame and humiliation, and I still can’t look away.
Instead, I just stare ... and he stares back at me. I know I should apologize and bolt, but I’m unable to form words, not even to offer the apology he rightfully deserves.
Or does he?
He had to have heard us last night. Did he leave his door open knowing I would see him?
Caught in the moment, in my utter stupidity, the morning light in his bedroom lifts as he lowers his eyes. I follow his gaze and see he’s hard.
Get out of here, Cecelia!
“Sorry,” I whisper, barely audible.
I don’t wait for a reply before I dash away back to the safety of Sean’s room, relieved to see him still sleeping soundly. Guilt eats me alive as he pulls me back into his hold once I hit the mattress. I lay next to him, staring at the inch-wide view I can see through his blinds, my heart pounding with fear and my body thrumming with exhilaration. I flip over in Sean’s arms and study him. He’s the most beautiful man I’ve ever been with. Ever. Our courting has made me feel things I’ve only dreamed about.
He’s been nothing short of incredible with me, to me.
Riddled with shame, I run my fingers through Sean’s hair before pulling him closer.
So what, I’m attracted to Dominic. Of course I’m attracted to him. He’s got that beautiful asshole vibe thing that makes women stupid.
And this morning, though thoroughly fucked and sated, I behaved like one of them.
For the record, Dominic’s not attractive on any ordinary level. No, his looks demand attention, appreciation, much like Sean’s.
Beautiful naked man.
Of course I’m going to look.
Because he was naked.
It means nothing.
So, all I need to do is forget about those hostile steel eyes and the fact that just minutes ago, they weren’t hostile at all. Not in the slightest.
That look was something else entirely.
“So, do I tell him?”
