Hiding like a scared little bitch.
They probably set it up themselves to get away from you.
Or maybe you set it all up.
You’re nothing but a slut
who couldn’t save them,
and now you can’t save yourself.
You should just kill yourself cunt.
I promise I’ll make you suffer.
Learn to keep your mouth shut
or I’ll just have to shut you up.
You better pray you get out of here soon.
The hunger to break you grows with every second that passes and
once I’m done with you, you will beg for death.
In which I’d gladly slice open your throat and shove my dick in the gaping hole.
I can feel the tears wanting to break free but I hold them in. I crumble up the paper, setting it on my tray.
I see Jo look over at me with a concerned look.
“You okay? What’s wrong?”
Looking her in the face,“I’ll tell you back at the house.”
“Okay, babe.” She smiles at me.
The rest of the day speeds by and now we are headed back to the house. It doesn’t take long to arrive and the girls who are leaving on pass get ready to head out.
“You gonna tell me what was in that letter?” My eyes snap up at Jo’s words.
Reaching into my pocket, I pull out the crumbled up letter and place it in her hand.
She unfolds it and judging by how red her face is turning, I know she is pissed.
“Are you fucking serious? Who wrote this? I’ll kick their ass!” She is pacing back and forth across the room.
I can feel it the moment everything replays in my head. All the hurtful and hateful words come rushing in. I feel a chill breeze on my cheeks, reaching up I feel a warm, wet trail down my face. I wipe it away but more tears start falling. Which one of them wrote the letter? Why are they being so mean? What did I do? I just want to get out of here. I’ve lost it all and now I’m stuck here.
I feel Jo’s warm arms wrap around me, she pulls me closer and comforts me.
“Say the word babe, you know I’ll stay back with you.” she kisses the top of my head.
“No! You can’t, it's your grandma’s funeral.” Is she crazy?
“I know but you need me. You're my best friend. When you hurt, I hurt.”
“I’ll be fine. I promise.” I give her a small sad smile.