Page 15 of Watch Her Bleed
“Stop it,” I yell, kicking at him when grabs my hips and pulls me down on the bed.
“We have months to make up for though, little sis,” he says as he grabs my wrists and pins them above my head with one hand and unbuttons my jeans with the other. I open my mouth to scream to get Kaia’s attention hopefully and he slaps his hand over my mouth. I can still hear her screaming at my parents and them screaming back at her. They’ve intentionally pissed her off so she wouldn’t notice Enzo slip away. I’m sure of it.
Enzo keeps his hand pressed firmly against my mouth, keeping me pinned to the bed. He uses his other hand and yanks my jeans and underwear off of me. I am screaming into his hand but hardly any sound is coming out. He moves his hand to shove my underwear into my mouth. “You don’t think Dad won’t bend Kaia over right now? I’ve been dying to get my hands on her.”
“No,” I scream out, only to be muffled. I rapidly shake my head and he chuckles as he leans down and licks tears from my cheek.
“Then keep that pretty little mouth shut, Aurora,” he says as he pulls his erection out. I can hear and feel him jerking himself as he pushes against me. My sobs are threatening to choke me out as he forces my legs further apart with his knees.
Enzo lets go of my wrists. He then presses his palm against my chest to keep me pinned while I try to push him away from me. He grins at me as he suddenly shoves his fingers inside of me. My muffled sobs get trapped in my throat as pain sears through me as he starts to thrust into me. I feel his fingers moving inside of me. This is the part where he forces my body to betray me; to act like it wants this.
“Your pussy just can’t help but to weep for me,” Enzo croons. He sounds distant as he taunts me. “I know you’ve been aching to have my cock inside of you, little sis.”
As he makes my body respond to his force, my mind slips away and I feel myself disassociating. It’s like my brain is trying to preserve my sanity by shutting me down. I stare at a spot on the wall with tears silently falling as he pushes inside of me, stealing from my body again.
Kaia’s screaming sounds different now. She sounds more panicked. She knows he got me alone, I bet. I hate myself for not fighting more. I went into this determined not to freeze up again, but my brain gives me no choice. Once I shut down, I’m down. My body stops responding to my pleas and I just lay here while he aggressively thrusts into me. I think he is still making crude comments through his grunts, but my brain isn’t processing the words. It’s protecting me from what he is saying. It’s also makeing sure that he doesn’t make me hurt from his force if I fight him.
My entire body is numb as I lie here helpless while he takes from me again. It’s not until he moans in my ear that my brain fog starts to clear. When he gets off of me, I curl up into a ball on my side as the sobs return. I pull the underwear out of my mouth right as Enzo leans down, grabs my face, and forces me to look at him.
“If you ever fight me again, I’ll fuck your best friend bloody in front of you. Do you understand me, Aurora?”
“Yes,” I whimper.
“You’ll always be mine, Aurora. You can’t get rid of me,” he snarls. “No matter where you go, I’ll be there to fuck all your little holes and remind you that you are nothing without me.”
“Okay,” I whisper through my flood of tears.
“I enjoyed my present, sis. Thanks,” he says as he kisses my cheek and shoves me back to the bed. I curl into myself more and he steps back to fix his pants. I hear the bedroom door open and I still don’t move. The pain is far more than just physical. I hate myself for continuing to put myself through this. I’ve wanted to just run away and disappear so many times, but I keep coming back. I keep hoping that this is the time that Mom and Dad will stand up for me. This is the time they will care and I will get to have the two loving parents that I’ve always dreamed of having. Maybe in another life, I could have had a brother who cared and didn’t hurt me like this. Why me? Why can’t he just find someone else to terrorize?
“Oh my God. Aurora,” Kaia says as she runs into the room, locking the door behind her. I sit up and let her pull me into a hug. “I’m so sorry, Rora. I’m sorry. I tried to get past them. I swear to God I tried to get to you.”
“I wanna go home,” I say through my tears. “I just want to go home.”
“Come on,” she says as she grabs my underwear off the bed and helps me back into them.
“I stopped fighting,” I sniff. “He threatened to hurt you and I just stopped fighting again. Why do I do that? I don’t want him to do that to me… but I just lay there.”
“Here. Put your leg in,” she says as she helps me into my jeans. “It’s just something that happens, Aurora. Your brain reacts automatically.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” I say quietly.
“No,” she says. “Do not apologize to me for your trauma, Rora. None of this is your fault. You hear me?”
“Yeah,” I whisper.
“Let’s get out of here,” she says as she pulls me up from the bed. “You stay by my side. Okay? We need to get your bag.”
“Okay.”
Kaia keeps a hold on my hand as she walks me out of the room. Mom is standing in the living room like she’s waiting on us. “Aurora,” Mom says softly.
“Don’t fucking speak to her,” Kaia snaps. She pulls me along through the kitchen. When we get to the dining room I stop abruptly when I see that Dad and Enzo are laughing and chatting at the table. “Stay here. Don’t talk to them. Okay?” I nod and stay where I am while she goes in to get my bag.
“Aurora, come sit and eat,” Dad says.
“You’ve lost your goddamn mind,” Kaia says as she grabs my bag. “She will never be coming back here. All of you just leave her the fuck alone.”
“You are awfully confident in yourself, Kaia,” Enzo says, staring at me. Kaia spins around and punches Enzo.
